stories to tell

Friday, September 19, 2008

A Long Day.

Oh goodness did I drive a lot… Here’s my day. I picked up Jess, picked up Jean, drove to LB, had my Anatomy class, drove home, hung out with Jess and Jean at my house for a bit, drove back to Jess’s house, drove to Alhambra, drove around Alhambra looking for a good salon, got my haircut for 1 hr and 30 minutes, ate at Crane Sushi, drove back to another hair salon, Jess got her haircut for an hour and something, drove back to Eagle Rock, picked up Ron at The Coffee Table, drove to Glendale Galleria, found sunglasses for Ron, picked up Jess's paycheck, drove to Burbank, watched My Best Friends Girl, dropped everyone off, drove home, and went on my laptop. :) I was out from 6:30 am to 11:30 pm. lol. No doubt, a fun day. Mucho driving but it wasn’t that bad except for when I almost killed us a couple of times. :/


We so coo! XD


I had fallen asleep as I was studying for my Anatomy quiz so when I picked up Jess, I asked her to read the book to me while I drove us to Long Beach.

Poor Jess came to school with me for nothing. :/ She went to the wrong classroom for her experiment.

I don’t think I did so well on that quiz. :/ I can only blame myself for going out on Thursday instead of staying home and studying. I made the choice to hang out with them one last time.

Anyways, we wanted to eat at that awesome pizza place that John brought us to one time but it was closed when we got there. We just headed to my house so that I could print out pictures of the hair I wanted. Jess showed me this youtube video of Caramel Dansen and it was cute because it was chibi versions of Rock Lee and Gaara dancing to the song. XD

Alhambra was the place to go because Jess wanted an Asian to cut her hair. lol. We didn’t want to go to the place that Stacey had suggested to us before because when we left the place, Jess and I had the exact same hair. haha. So noooo thank you.

We drove to about 3 different places until we found one that had decent prices. I wasn’t going to go off and spend $40 on a haircut. Hellz naw! So we found this place that had $25 haircuts. The lady that was washing my hair thought I was Indian. She said that my eyes were big and my nose was long. haha.

Jess saw this woman that worked at the salon and said that the woman had EXACTLY the kind of hair Jess wanted. "She must be gorgeous" said Jess as she looked at the back of the woman's head. But when the woman turned around Jess took back what she said. She was a rather old woman to have such awesome looking hair. lol.

The girl was pretty good. She listened and didn’t complain or anything. She gave suggestions but whenever Jess stepped in and said “Hmm. A little shorter” she replied “No problem.” Haha. I don’t say anything when I don’t like what they’re doing to my hair, so every once in a while I’d ask “Jess… How is it?” lol. And she would give her honest opinion. It DID take a while. 1 hour and 30. That is a heck of a long time and she did a good job so I gave her a good tip. When I handed it to her, she looked surprised. Lol. I guess she doesn’t receive tips very often. haha. so sad. :(

I felt really bad for Jean because we KNEW he was hungry when we were driving around. So after my hair was finished, we went straight to eat. The funny thing is, we didn’t finish our food. Even Jean who was the hungriest out of us all, almost didn’t finish his food. haha.

Jess finally got her haircut. Jean and I waited. I read my book. Jean played tennis on his DS. The people there were very accommodating. Lol. They went up to me and Jean and offered us magazines, water, and hot tea. haha.

Occasionally, Jean and I would look towards Jess to see how her hair was doing. Most of the time she had an unsure look on her face, which worried us. I think Jess really liked her hairstylist. She laughed a lot. :)

After the haircuts, we were ABOUT to take Cue pictures because of our new looks but we decided against it. We still needed to pick up Ron and go to the Galleria. AND let’s not forget the free movie tickets that were about to expire. Ron needed to trade in his Oakley’s because he didn’t like how his nonexistent nose looked when he wore them. lol. He tried on nearly every type of sunglasses that the Oakley store had. His small nose was no help to our cause. He even tried the special “Asian fit” sunglasses but they still didn’t look good on him. Despite all this, he was able to find one that wasn’t so bad. :)

Jean wanted to watch Batman. Poor boy still hasn’t watched it because Jess doesn’t really want to. lol. We ended up watching My Best Friend’s Girl. This group of guys would clap and scream whenever this one chick came up on the screen. No idea who she was but I guess they really loved her. haha. We ate our leftovers while we watched the movie. It was funny when Jess was finished eating and all you could hear was her putting the trash into a plastic bag, while the people in the movie were talking.

It was a good movie. Plenty of laughs. For example “POP THAT PUSSY!” haha. But it’s not something that you should immediately run off to see. But yeah, it was funny. :)

I dropped everyone off and that was it. :) Fun, long day. Thanks you guys.


My hair. lol. So short but I kind of wanted the back to be shorter because it looks weird right now. :/


I'm thinking after today my hair will look like crap because I won't know how to fix it so nicely. lol. OR I'll be too lazy to care. haha. I'll do my best. :) Wish me luck! haha.

So then. I think I’m going to get that lip ring. I’ll start off with a very small, skin colored lip ring so that my parents won’t be able to notice. Or at least I HOPE they won’t notice. lol.

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Oh yeah. Quick note. Jean's black V neck shirt... was a LITTLE too low. Meaning... it looked a bit... gay. lol. He knew it. I knew it. and Jess was in denial. haha. Poor Jean.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

The Short Ones.

Cara had come back from her VERY long vacation and she was going to start school on Monday so we all wanted to hang out one more time before she had to leave for SD.

Cara got me cards from the Bahamas and she gave Ann and Zen some pins. :P The poor girl had spent most of her money on food while she was away. lol. She only bought one thing for herself but all the other cool stuff that she got was for free. Lucky butt.

We went to Yosemite Park and played badminton while at the same time, just talking. Haha. It got pretty windy sometimes and it was hard to play because the birdie would fly away. haha.

We went to Glendale Galleria and went shopping! XD Well, Car desperately looked for flip flops. I think I was the only one to buy something, though. lol. A black v neck and a blue tank top. Meh. It’s always fun shopping with them. There’s so many funny things that we do. :P

I love/hate going to pet shops. The dogs are so cuuute but it makes me sad that I can’t have one. :<

After shopping we went to Ichiban and ate. We complained about the calamari because it really didn’t taste like anything. Haha. After that it was goodbye.

It’s sad that I never take pictures with these guys. I don’t think they LIKE taking pictures. Lol.

Anyways, our next hang out is to be the Music Fest. :) Till then, miss you guys!

[fin.]

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Meh.

Prepare for a day that wasn’t exactly the best… And I warn you, do not read on if you hate stupid stories about a girl being sad for a day. And “screw you” to those who will, after reading this, think “get over it you pussy.” Think what you want but screw… You…

I haven’t cried in a very long time… Jess has enough people going to her for help or just to talk to about their problems. I don’t want to bother her so I’ll just leave her be. Let her enjoy her anime. :P

So… My day was going pretty well. Anatomy wasn’t so bad, Philosophy was veeeeery interesting, and dance was fun.

Then came my lunch break…

Jess wanted to eat at Cha for Tea and Charlie just had to call Justin because he wanted free food. I mean, I don’t blame him but I knew how things were going to happen. I would sit there silent and listening, and Charlie and Justin would have their own thing going on.

I know Charlie hopes that me and Justin will somehow magically stop being awkward, but I honestly don’t see that happening.

So indeed I sat there, not eating because I needed to save money for when Chris and I take out Anty for her birthday. Just because I’ve been over him for just about forever now, doesn’t mean that things won’t be weird. I couldn’t help but feel awkward. I KNOW I’m being awkward but there’s NO way that things wouldn’t be awkward. The history will always be there. I just stared at Jess and Jean eating and Charlie copying down my lab. At one point I turned to Justin and asked him about how that Halo tournament went. He answered. But as he did, he only looked at me for about a second and quickly turned to Jess to finish his statement. He immediately changed the subject to talk to Charlie.

I’m obviously not the only one being awkward. So as I sat there, I couldn’t help but feel sad because he won’t even look me in the face when he’s talking to me. I can’t even look me in the face at all. What did I do that he can’t even look me in the face? I can’t handle that. I just can’t. And whenever I start to think to myself, “Ok. Maybe Charlie’s right. Maybe, just MAYBE me and Justin could be friends again. Maybe I’ll try. Maybe…” I think about what Justin told me that one night… “Cheer up. At least I didn’t use you and give my penis what it wanted.” Oh… Thanks… Glad to see that’s all you wanted…

I feel like… Every time I see him it’s like he’s forcing himself to say “hi” to me. And I don’t want to hang out with someone that has to force themselves to be nice to me or to act a certain way towards me just to please another friend. And I know that I can’t really talk to him about much. Whatever I could say, it’s going to be awkward. But at least I have the courtesy to look you in the face when I’m talking to you.

I switched seats with Charlie saying “I know you want to switch so you can talk to him.” Because I knew that I sure as hell wasn’t going to talk to him. After that I just played connect 4 with Jess and Jean. That was the only fun I had.

Yep. I don’t want to hang out with Justin. No thanks. I don’t need nor want the awkwardness. I don’t even want to try anymore because I know it’s hopeless.

There are other things but I don’t want to start shit and people WILL talk shit… No thank you, drama. Keep away, please.

After lunch, I just wanted to get home as soon as possible (even ditched Physio) so I could go out and have fun with Chris and Anty. Yay, cousins! <3

I drove home from Jess’s house, picked up Chris, then Anty. It was Anty’s birthday on Monday and she was SUPPOSED to have a party on Saturday but that was canceled so Chris and I wanted to treat her out. :)

For Anty’s birthday gift, Sandy had decided to give her used products. These Eeyore plushies that were given to her by her ex, Dan. It’s funny, because when Anty saw them, she was like “I have a feeling these were from Danita.” Haha. Silly girl.

We were off to Kabuki for lunch. Yay for Happy Hour! Haha. We were all stuffed and we almost didn’t finish our food. :P


Unfinished. :(







Wheee! Water, water everywhere! XD





Afterwards we drove to Alhambra to take Cue pictures. And it was when we were decorating the pictures when tita Lisa called. Then I realized “holy shit I forgot to invite Kevin!” So yeah, I felt like shit. Like SHITTY SHIT SHIT.


Om nom nom. :D















Someone said something funny so he started choking.



He was so full.



Haha! Silly girl. Chris told her that her eyes were too small. :P She corrected the problem.





Naturally, after Cue there was Crepe in the Grip which was right next door. Om nom nom. :)


Looking at my Cue infested bag. Lol.






Yummeh!



Om nom nom nom!








The drive home was funny. Chris blasted my ipod and started singing extremely loudly with the windows down. No doubt, VERY entertaining. It was especially entertaining because he didn’t know the words to the songs. Haha.

We brought Anty home and Chris stayed over for a bit.

I don’t know what happened (I’m not even sure WHEN it happened), but something in me just… I don’t know. But I became really, REALLY sad.

Sometimes I can’t handle the way Chris makes fun of me. I mean, I KNOW he’s just joking, but sometimes I still take it seriously. And I know that whatever he says, no matter the joke, he’s half serious about it. For example, when he said “you’re a slut” to Anty. He’s joking, but at the same time, he means it.

I’m also reluctant to tell him things now because every time I do, he ends up turning it into a joke when I don’t think of it as a laughing matter. Like, when I tell him about guys, he just ends up making fun of me about it at random times of the day. I don’t like it. I tell him my secrets and I tell him nearly everything because I trust that he’ll understand, not tell anyone else and try to help me. But sometimes he just makes me feel worse and he makes me feel like never telling him, or anyone for that matter, anything ever again. And sometimes he just blurts things out no matter who’s around to hear it. Chris, you’re my best cousin and I love you and I know you care about me. But can you please just… *sigh* I don’ hate you. That will never happen. You just made me sad today, ok.

It is at times when Chris and even when Charlie makes fun of me or whenever they mock me, that I feel like never opening up to anyone ever again. I feel like not being myself, like I have to act a certain way just so that they won’t make fun of me. I have to shut the fuck up and stay quiet just so that they can’t hurt me in these miniscule ways that they do. I always tolerate their jokes but today I was just thinking about it and I just felt sad. That’s all… I guess… Plus the not-so-great lunch that had occurred earlier didn’t make me feel better either.

As he was leaving, he was walking past me when he looked at me and said “Stop being emo. Gosh.” I thought to myself “How can I NOT be emo when you’ve been acting like a jerk this whole day…” I kid you not, the WHOLE day. At first I was like "Meh. This is normal" but then he just WOULDN'T stop. It's like what the heck crawled up your ass and died this morning? Anty had to tell him to shut up so many times today. lol.

I’m sorry. I know you’re always just joking and I’m just overreacting about this whole thing but I was already having a semi-bad day so you can’t blame me! So… don’t trip, ok. And don’t start acting weird around me. Don’t suddenly just STOP making your jokes. I don’t want that. I don’t want you to worry about hurting my feelings every time you tell a joke. I’ll tolerate it once more.

He looked at me “Why are you tearing up?”
“Nothing.” I gave the biggest, most painfully fake smile I could muster.
“I’m not leaving until you tell me.”
“It’s nothing. I’m just overreacting.”
He looked at me and said “I’m sorry for whatever I did. I hope you feel better kiddo.” and left.

I walked in the house, sat down and cried for a bit. I haven’t cried like that in a very long time. haha. Usually, after crying I feel fine and dandy. lol. Funny, ain’t it? All I have to do is cry to feel better.

Anyways, I went to my laptop and started typing so that I could figure out for myself exactly WHY I was crying. So there it is. S’all good now.

All in all… I only half enjoyed today. I was just down in the dumps. And don’t act like you’ve never felt that way before.

Anyways, happy birthday Anty! Love ya! LAPALAPALAPA!
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Thursday, September 11, 2008

Study.

I had DECIDED to study today but... that didn't happen. -_-

Chris called, wanting to come over to study. I thought, "Good. So now if I have a study buddy, I won't be so distracted." Well... I was wrong. haha. Chris came, I was typing up my Anatomy stuff on my laptop. He took out his book and started reading. Every other minute, Chris would say something like "Did you know the Lakers blah blah blah." or "You know Johnny Depp blah blah blah." LOL. That jerk.

Later that day, me, Chris, and Sandy went to Alhambra to hang out with Stace, Ron, & Jerry. Nikki was supposed to go but she had to catch up with her school work. :( Haha. Funny thing is, my mom says I can’t go out, but I go anyways. I just leave before the time my mom comes home. That way, she can’t exactly stop me. hehehe.

We met up with them in Alhambra. As they were walking towards us, we were like “Oh what!? It’s cousins and cousins!” Jerry & Sandy were best friends during their St. D. days. Stace & I are friends. And the guys… are erm. The guys! Lol. Jerry wanted to take cue pictures so here they are. :P


hee hee hee. Devil woman!!! o_O



Hugs! :)



Peace!ive



Nasteeee!


We ate some crepes, had some laughs, and afterwards, I wanted to go to the park to play badminton but it was getting too dark. :/ Instead, they just came over to my house to hang out for a bit. I told Sandy to entertain them so I could study, but that didn’t happen. Lol. We watched our Ding Dong Song music video and the bloopers. We also watched our Dive Devils dvd and laughed at how Stacey screamed and wouldn’t let go of Ron’s arm. We also popped in my 18th birthday just for fun. Funny stuff.


Haha. Loser knocked out as the rest of them went upstairs to eat .


As Ron was sleeping, I painted his nails. One hand black, the other hand red. Hee hee hee. As me, Stace, Ron, and Chris hung out in my room, Sandy and Jerry watched Avatar in her room. Sandy also drew a nice picture of Toph for Ron. haha. Oh how he loves her.


lol. Get off of your cousin, you perv! Haha. Inceeeest!


I swear, Chris and Stacey were being such bitches to each other. lol. "You're toe's long." "Well, your chest is hairy!" "Well, you have fat arms!" "Well, you have a small...!" It was hilarious... but at the same time... annoying. :P


I guess they had a long day?


Thanks a lot, you guys, for keeping me from studying for my quiz. -_- I probably wouldn’t have studied anyways. :P

Remember, remember, the eleventh of September.

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Friday, September 5, 2008

First Friday of School.

I didn’t have class on Thursday so that was awesome. :)

Friday.

I just had one class today. So afterwards, I hung out with Jess, Jean, Michelle, & Marvin. Well, first me, Jess and Jean played some ping pong and then we met up with Michelle and Marvin at Guppy Teahouse in Cerritos. Jean wanted to take us there because he went there for his birthday and LOVED the food. It just so happened that the place with awesome shaved ice that Michelle wanted to take us to was the same place Jean wanted to bring us. haha. What luck! :D

The food was great, they played good music, they had cool fish tanks all over the place, but the service was kind of bad. The waitress messed up on the change we got and they gave off this vibe like “I don’t really want to be here” or “I don’t care for this job.” Meh. But it was ok.



Om nom nom! Xd




Sweet & sour popcorn chicken. :)




Jess dipped her popcorn chicken in the spicy powder, then she dipped it in sweet & sour sauce, then she dipped it in the spicy powder once more. o_O


I couldn’t finish my food. Too much! X[ As a matter of fact, the only person that finished their food was Marvin. But he ALWAYS finishes his food so that’s no surprise. :P We ordered a small shaved ice with strawberries and mango. The mango was sweet but the strawberries were sour but DANG was is good. XP We kept adding more and more condensed milk. Twas delicious.



“Aw shit...” ran through their heads as they stared at the delicious mound of shaved ice, strawberries, mango & condensed milk. And they call THAT a small!? o_O


We said our goodbyes to Michelle and Marvin and we headed to the mall. We just walked around, window shopping. Jess bought something but I completely forgot what it was. I had fun. I love those kiddies. <3

We drove home, not knowing what we wanted to do next. We were about to head back to my place to hang out but we changed our minds. Jess and I dropped Jean off at home and we headed to ERHS to visit the tennis team.



Poor boy only had 30 minutes of sleep today so he slept in the car.


It was cool seeing all those Eagle Rockers again. When their practice was over, Jess and I played with them for a bit. Twas fun but dang my jeans made my legs sweaty like crazy. X[

We headed home at around 6, just right before my mom gets home. It was a great ending to my first week back at school. :)

Crap. Wait. That wasn't the end. lol. I got home and went online. Nikki invited me to go clubbing with her, Stace and Ron. I sadly declined because my mom said that I could never go out once school started because I've been going out ALL summer and I'm "too expensive." *sigh*

And on Saturday I wanted to go explore L.A. with Johnny boy, too. :/ For ONCE I’d like to see my own city which I have never explored in my life. But no I can’t because mother forbids that I go out. :( Maybe I’ll just do it on my own one day… but then I don't think that would be much fun. I don’t know… My mom will probably let me go out again in perhaps a month or so. We’ll see.

“You just killed my day Nikki” I said, ever so mournfully. They were headed to Rage and I wasn’t really in the mood for a gay club anyways. They met Kaba Modern, which was cool. I’m glad they had fun. :)

And THAT was the end of my first week of school.

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Day 2.

Today, school really started for me. 4 classes. Anatomy, Philosophy, Social Dance, and Physiology.

I was happy that I didn’t have to drive because I was able to get some sleep in the car. :)

Anatomy wasn’t so bad. I didn’t start dozing off or anything. Jess crashed our class so she studied Japanese.

My philosophy teacher’s pretty cool. He’s really funny and he makes the subject very interesting. :) He’s bald, he combs over his hair to cover his baldness, his voice sounds funny, and he loves caffeine. In other words, he’s cool. :P

Dance was fun but I didn’t like dancing with guys that were such noobs at leading. Lol. They couldn’t lead at all. We did the cha cha and I wanted to be spun around but no. *sigh*

Physiology is SO boring. My head kept bobbing. X[ I know Keisha was getting sleepy too because she kept rubbing her eyes. Haha. There’s never any notes to take. I swear. “You don’t have to write this down. I’m just showing you.” UGH!

Yay. Since I didn’t have to drive, I got some more sleep in the car! Yayuh!

So then, 2nd day of school? Not so bad except for Physiology.

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

First Day of School.

I went to school super early because I wanted to practice driving to school (so I could get used to it, you know). Jess had class at 9 and my class started at 6. So I pretty much stayed in the Student Union all day. John bumped into me and hung out with me for a bit until he went to a meeting. I beat his arse at Tetris 4-0. :)

Michelle bumped into me also. She told me of her awkward encounter with someone and we wondered why he acted so. Funny thing is, he bumped into me also and didn’t act strangely at all. I wanted to chat with him but I was distracted with my DS. :/

Anyways, Jess had her 1 hour break and we video cammed with Ron. It was funny because Jess and I were talking, singing and dancing and doing all these weird things and people started staring at us like we were crazy. Haha.

When Jess left, I was like “Uh Ron. I’m gonna stop web camming because I’m talking to my laptop.” Lol.

When Jess was on her 2 hour break, John came back and Daniel bumped into us too. From then on, it was all DS. :D Mostly Tetris and Mario Kart. I owned at Tetris but FAILED at Mario Kart. :( As we were chatting, turns out I have social dance with Daniel on Mondays and Wednesdays. He said he might drop the class though. Then it came time when all of them had to go to class and I was alone once more.

I spent most of the day sitting there, watching my TV shows and chatting online. I was fine just as long as I had my TV shows. :) lol. Every time I laughed, people around me would look at me. haha. Anyways, I really needed to go pee at one point but I didn’t want to pack everything up since Jess had left some of her things with me as well. X[ So I kindly asked the guy next to me "Um. Can you watch my stuff. I need to... pee... X["lol.

After a while I started getting really sleepy so I walked to my car, got a towel, and took a nap on the grass. :P Ish called me and he came over and hung out for a bit. Nice chatting with you. :)

When I finally had my lab, it lasted about 45 minutes and I was outta there. lol. We were supposed to go over some material but an alarm went off. hehehe.

Jess and I ate at Niko Niko afterwards. I thought I was hungry but I guess not because I didn’t really eat that much. I was just really, REALLY tired. haha. Then it was time to drive back home.

Once I got home I just knocked out.

And that... was my first day of school. :P

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Monday, September 1, 2008

Last Day…

Before school starts.

Crepes & Cue.



Lol. Silly Matt & Ron trying to be gangsta. :P


At first, I was expecting it to be just me, Jess, Jean, Ron, Stace, & Nikki but more people were unexpectedly added to the list. Chris called, saying that Stace invited him. Ron texted, telling me to tell Jerry about it. Then Stace texted, saying that Jerry was going to pick up Matt. Haha. So it ended up being me, Chris, Jess, Jean, Ron, Stace, Nikki, Jerry, & Matt. :)

We went to our favorite crepe place, which is no longer our secret since we keep bringing people there. :P Chris had to drive because my dad wasn’t finished waxing my car (ty daddy). It’s always an adventure driving with Chris behind the wheel. It’s like, once you step into his car, you’ll never know if you’ll make it back out alive. Haha. Him and his fast lane switching, and turns. I always had to close my eyes so I wouldn’t be scared but I guess I’m getting used to his driving.



Lol. Why are they praying?


It was a good place to go to for our last day of summer break. A nice place to just eat, relax and hang out. And for the second time in my life, I DIDN’T get a dessert crepe. Haha.

I felt a bit left out though, because I spent much of my time with Chris since he had decided to shy away. I think he did that because he didn’t expect us to be such a large group. Poor Chrissy. Anyways, I beat his arse at connect 4! He never won. :(

Yes, our group was rather separated. Chris & I. Nikki, Stacey & Jerry. Ron, Matt & Jess. So thank goodness we brought the cards out and played the animal game. Lol. Fun times as always. So many “us” animals. Tyrannosaurus, snuffalopogus, hippopotamus, rhinoceros, and then there was the outcast bumblebee which was Jess. So much confusion! It was awesome. :D



Aww. We all have our own little cartoon character except for Matt. :( All he has is a flower on his penis. haha.


Silly Jess kept looking outside the window to see if Jean would walk in. “Look Jess! There he is!” someone would yell. And she would turn towards the door with excitement in her eyes, expecting the love of her life to walk in. They said it so many times and yet she fell for it every time. :(

Jeany boy finally arrived when Jess, Nikki, Chris, and I went to get boba. He was hiding behind a car when he called Jess. “I can hear you! Where are you!?” X[ haha. They’re so cute!

Anyways, after playing games and eating crepes, we went to take cue pictures for the last time (for summer, that is). Chris decided not to join us. He just stepped outside to smoke. :/ It was Matt’s first time and I’d say he was rather excited. It was really hot in there. So many people packed into one, tiny room, of course we would start to get all sweaty. It was funny because Ron was wearing pretty much the EXACT same thing he wore the last time we took cue pictures. :P

So that’s about it. The last day of summer. We all took our time to hug everyone and say goodbye. It made me really sad because I knew that I wouldn’t be seeing a lot of them for a very long time. I love those kids. I’m really going to miss them and they have no idea. X[

*sigh* Until next time, goodbye.



Aww! Ron & Matt! Such a handsome couple they make! XD


In other news, I’m wondering why the heck our video got so many views in only a few days. Who the heck is watching it!? I didn’t even show it to that many people. X[ Damn them if they’re spreading it like wildfire. >:[

I think I’ve seen it so many times that I kind of don’t find it as funny anymore. So sad. :( I still smile at the funny parts, but not laugh. Maybe in a month or two, I will laugh once more. haha. And I still skip through my scenes every time I watch it. I’m still very much embarrassed. XP

Oh yeah. So about those goals I set for myself at the beginning of summer…
- go to the beach at least 3 times
i’m surprised at how many times i went and how dark i got. even more surprising is that not ONCE did i go to redondo. o_O
06-20-08[surfrider beach w/xtia & stace]
07-12-08[hermosa beach w/the j crew (jess-jean-john)]
07-18-08[huntington beach w/the short ones (car-zen-ann) & jc & xtia]
08-05-08[santa monica w/the cousins <3]
08-07-08[venice beach w/ jess, jean, ron, michelle, marvin, & jed]
08-08-08[santa monica w/xtia & stace]
08-15-08[stacey’s birthday @ dockweiler beach w/bonfire]
- read at least 3 books
[i’ve only read one and that was at the beginning of summer. :( ]
- finish at least 1 DS game
[i finished the legend of zelda: phantom hourglass]
[i SHOULDA started final fantasy also, but i forgot i had it. -_-]
- go clubbing
06-13-08[level 3 w/xtia, marie, stace, nikki, & ron]
06-28-08[avalon w/xtia & stace]
- pass my summer classes
Nutrition [for ALL the tests, i only studied 30 mins before class and i still ended up with a B]
speech [too easy & it was fun. she sent me an email saying i got an A but on the website it said i got a B. i emailed her about it but she never changed it. jerk. -_- ]
- exercise more
[i did at first (running&tennis), then i stopped running because i didn’t want the construction workers to stare at me and i stopped playing tennis because of summer school.]
- have at least 3 parties, maybe 4
sadly, only one. but plenty of times my friends came over to hang out. :)
08-21-08[party with long beach people]
- learn something new
[learned how to cook a couple of things.]
[learned some things at summer school. :P]
[learned how to drive on the freeway.]
[learned that i love badminton (renamed “tennis cocker”) & i love body boarding (note: i need a new one because mine broke in half)]
- gain weight
[i lost 2 pounds! o_O so sad!]
- go to universal
[went, i think… 3 times? SO tired of that place now. never again will i buy a year pass.]
- go to disneyland & 6 flags
[didn’t go to disneyland. :( maybe i’ll go during winter.]
[went to six flags 3 times. :) i even bought a year pass. haha. i’ll NEVER tire of this place!]
- go to the tofu festival
[oh em gee! they stopped the tofu festival! :( i was SO looking forward to it. *sigh*]
- watch all those new movies that are out
i spent SO much money on movies this summer! X[
[speed racer]
[wall-e]
[hancock]
[don’t mess with the zohan]
[journey to the center of the earth] SUCKED!
[hellboy 2]
[the dark knight] <3
[step brothers]
[pineapple express]
[tropic thunder]
[mirrors] psh.
[death race]
[iron man] for free! thanks mike!
and movies that i watched online…
[get smart]
[wanted]
- get a job
[didn’t happen because summer classes were from 7 to 4]
[and during fall, i want to focus on my classes- anatomy, physio, philosophy- i’m gonna die.]
- learn how to drive on the freeway
i’ve been practicing now that i have my own, new car named “the duckmobile” by jess. :P
[drove home from the beach]
[drove to chris’s house]
[drove to kevin’s house]
[FINALLY drove to long beach]

I don’t think I did very well on achieving my goals and I feel like I should have set up more of them. Darn. I simply did not have the time. Well, that plus I kind of forgot that I even made the list. Haha.

Anyways, first week of school, here I come!

[fin]