A Day with the Cousins <3

Oh yeah. The earthquake. I've pretty much told everyone the story but here's what I was doing when it happened. I was in the kitchen talking to my mom on the phone when the house started to shake. I thought an airplane was flying too low and that it was going to crash into our house or something (which reminds me of the time when there was a sonic boom and I thought a tree fell on our house)lol. So I go...
"OOOOOH SHIIIT!!!"
My mom, worried, says "What!? What happened!?"
"Uhhh... Uhhh..."
"Oh my God! Get under a table!"
Then blah dee blah. *hangs up*

Anyways, my dad walks in the house and I go "Did you feel that!?" and he just stood there in confusion replying with "Huh?"

Then I went online to chat with people about the earthquake. Then I texted some people about the earthquake. It was fun because there were some really funny stories. :P

I DIDN'T go under a table and cover my head. I DIDN'T stand in a doorway. I DIDN'T do anything that you're supposed to do when there's an earthquake. I just stood in the middle of the room, watching the house shake and the chandelier sway back and forth. haha. Nearly all the people (except for a select few) I chatted with didn't follow the safety precautions for an earthquake, but that was only because they didn't exactly know that what was happening WAS an earthquake. For example, Anty thought her dogs were pushing her chair, even though they were both locked up in the kitchen. haha.

Ok. Back to hanging out with my cousins. :)

Anty was unsure if she could go out because her mom didn't want her leaving the house because of the earthquake. Because OBVIOUSLY the safest place to be after an earthquake is in your house, just in case there's an aftershock. Haha!

Chris drove over with Kevin and April and I drove us to Yosemite. We played some basketball and tennis. I felt bad for April because she wasn't playing with us. :/ Basketball was tiring for me and I think Chris got but tennis wasn't so bad because I didn't really have to run because they weren't that good. It was still fun. :D After that, we went swimming. That was fun too except for the fact that the water smelled a bit like piss. -_-

Afterwards we drove to Alhambra and ate at Crepe in the Grip. Yummeh! Yay for $1 crepe skin days! XD Though, it sucks how they ALWAYS manage to run out of green tea ice cream. :(...

Then we took some Cue pics. You COULD say it was a bit of a disaster. I mean, we planned out our poses and everything but somehow it all just went wrong because those stupid screens kept on falling on us. And friggin shiz. 20 seconds to pose is NOT enough! -_- It was still fun. :) The decorating takes forever, though. :P

Whenever we were driving, we blasted Girl Talk. Chris danced. Anty and Kevin sang, April too. Anty was very much surprised that I listened to such music. What can I say? It's good stuff. I can't deny that I like it.

We all bought some Arizona Tea and went back to my house to have a Heath Ledger movie marathon. :) We popped in A Knight's Tale, then we put in The Brothers Grimm (totally forgot he was even in that one). We didn't get to finish The Brothers Grimm because all of them had a curfew and one had summer school. -_- We'll finish the marathon another day.

Fun today! Love you guys! See you guys at the family meeting on Sunday!

[fin]

Apologies...

This is how my parents reacted when I apologized for my behavior.

"Mommy... I'm sorry about yesterday..."
"You tell that to your dad!"

Then when I saw my dad...
"Daddy..."
"Hmm?"
"I'm sorry about yesterday..."
*looks at me for a moment & walks away*

I felt pretty shitty about the way I acted the other day but I'm only human. I mean, if you lecture me about something, I'm not going to jump for joy and say, "Thank you so much! I really needed that lecture! :D" And if I don't agree with you about something, I'm not going to suddenly change my opinion and say, "Oh yes! You're always right and I'm always wrong. I'm soooo sorry!" I'm GOING to be annoyed. I'm GOING to be mad. I WILL give you some attitude. And I'm sorry but I'm only human!

My mom understood this... A couple minutes after I apologized, she called me and Sandy to her room to have a little talk. She told me that she knew how I felt and that it was understandable that I acted the way I did. She said that whenever her parents would lecture her or whenever she was mad about something, she wouldn't eat and she would tell everyone that she would kill herself. That isn't exactly the same as the way I acted but I guess our experiences could relate.

Suddenly, everything I was thinking came out of her mouth. We're only human. We're going to act in ways that we might regret. We aren't perfect.

She said that she tried to explain to daddy that we're only human and we are going to be pissed but she said that he wouldn't listen. She told us that she asked him, "Didn't YOU ever get mad when your parents lectured you?" and he replied a simple "No." He doesn't understand and frankly, that really sucks.

He doesn't know how to control his anger. Like that day when I was pissed, right after church he yelled at me "THAT'S THE LAST TIME I INSTRUCT YOU! YOU HEAR ME!? YOU GOT THAT!? THAT'S THE LAST TIME! AND STOP BEING GRUMPY!" then he slammed the door. Ok... How can I NOT be grumpy when you're fucking yelling at me!? He can be so stupid and immature sometimes. I swear. This is why I was reluctant to apologize to him.

With my mom, on the other hand, I desperately wanted to apologize for the way I acted. I was awake for the longest time that night, just wanting to apologize to her. Ok. Back to me and Sandy in her room for our little talk... She asked me why I apologized. She just wanted to hear from me what I did wrong. So I told her "I was annoyed about daddy and the parking, and about the night before. And... You... were just trying to comfort me... and I pushed you away..." I was tearing up now. In my head I was thinking "There you were. You saw how mad I was. You saw everything and you just wanted to show me that you loved me and that you understood how I was feeling. You hugged me so tightly and I pushed you away! I pushed you away and you hadn't done anything wrong to me. And I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! And I hope that no matter how mad I get or how stupidly I act, you never forget that I love you and that I am SO lucky and grateful to have a mom like you. I love you."







Sometimes I really hate myself...







Well, now it seems that every thing's ok, kind of. A couple more days and everything will be back to normal.

Just so you know, I NEVER fight with my parents. I repeat, NEVER. So this was kind of a first and hopefully the last for me.

Suddenly I am reminded of a time my mom made me cry waaaay back when I was a kid. It wasn't a fight but she said something that made me cry and she was laughing at me. I went to my room and cried there. After a while, my dad walked in and said, "Back in the Philippines, parents never apologize to their kids." which made me cry even more. Good job, daddy. Way to comfort your crying child.



Anyways, my plans for the week...?

Today- hang out with the cousins
Wednesday- cara's going away party?
Thursday- laser tag
Friday- beach w/xtia&stace - movie w/cousins
Saturday- book signing w/jess

let's see how this goes.

[fin.]

It's a love, hate thing...

My parents...

You know, I really DO love them, but SOMETIMES they just... UGH!

Like when they lecture you about something you very much already know about! THEN they say "Oh... back in the Philippines we blah blah blah." Yes, I KNOW you had it rough back there. I KNOW you work hard! I KNOW I should be grateful for everything I have! And I AM! You think that just because we make ONE mistake, that we're suddenly ungrateful, suddenly ignorant about everything! Well we're not!

We're only human. We make mistakes. We learn from them. And just because something happened once, that doesn't mean that it will happen over and over and over again. I know they lecture us because they care, but DAMN! Do they have to be so damn annoying when they do it!? They repeated the same phrase over 10 times! No lie.

They always know how to make me cry.

*sigh*

Sandy already knew what I was going to do after they finished lecturing us. I'm so predictable...

Mommy. Daddy. Sometimes you just piss me off.










I'll love you again in the morning.
[fin.]

Last Days of Summer School

Aww damnit! I was having the coolest dream when it was rudely interrupted by my dad calling me about my car’s seat covers. DAMN! That evil woman had just arrived and we were about to kick her ass in the big climactic battle scene! But no, my dad just HAD to call. I don’t remember the specific reason why we had to kick her ass but I just remember hating her and her stupid smug voice.

Anyways, here’s my last days of school.

072308
Speech is over… thank goodness. But I must say that I’ll miss that class. I made a couple new friends (whom I won’t be seeing ever again) and Professor Jacobs was an awesome weirdo and an ex-comedian, which kept the class entertaining and made the 3 hours seem like nothing.

Memories…

For the last speech, we used my laptop to present all the PowerPoints and I hadn’t realized that my Facebook profile was minimized when Professor Jacobs maximized the window, forgetting that whatever was on my screen was also being projected in front of the whole class. She left it there for a couple of minutes and finally asked “Stephannie, do you want me to log you off?” suddenly realizing that the whole class could see. She apologized and gave me extra credit. :)

Once again, using my laptop for the projector, Professor Jacobs demonstrated how to make a PowerPoint presentation. The PowerPoint was called “Why Stephannie is Awesome.” Haha! The points were as follows:
- Because she brought her laptop
- Because she let us use her laptop
- Because she brought her laptop charger
- Because she has a dry sense of humor
Haha! Such an odd teacher. For letting the class use my laptop numerous times, Jacobs gave me more extra credit. :)

Jacobs also gave me more extra credit for always bringing playing cards to class and also because I had already done one of my speeches and suddenly the individual speech turned it into a group speech. “I’m already done with my speech, and it would suck if I had to do it all over again.” and Jacobs replied “Well, since that really WOULD suck, I’ll make it extra credit for you.” :)

Hmm. I just read my cousin’s blog entry…
“I don't like it when people beat around the bush. Neither does a woman because it really doesn't satisfy them whatsoever.

You've got to tell to them bluntly and be straightforward. Just like how a woman would rather have you go for the clitoris. Simply tell the person what's up and quit the shady games.

I think that made sense and that's all that matters.”
I agree, sir, but people do it ALL the time, including myself. I wish I COULD be straightforward but wishing won’t get me anywhere. It’s something I’ll have to change myself.

Ok. Eww. I just threw up in my mouth.

Oh yeah. Yesterday my dad won some dinero from the Lottery. $1000 to be exact. I was just sitting in the kitchen when he pulled out a humongous roll of 20s from his pocket. He got 4 out of the 5 numbers right. WOW, right? It’s not the first time he won. Last time he failed to tell my mom but he DID come home with a new DVD player. Haha! I have a funny story to tell but I guess I’ll save it.

072408
LAST DAY of summer school!!! XD

I stayed up until 3am, not studying, but rhyming with Chris. I was extremely bored and extremely hyper. I drank coffee, thinking “Ok. Now I can stay up all night and study! :)” But, no, that didn’t happen. Haha. When I told my friends what time I went to bed, they said “WOW! You must’ve studied a lot!” I replied “NOPE!” :P

The final wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. As usual, Cara was first to finish, then Zen, then me. Haha. It was funny how we would always leave only a few minutes after the other.

Anyways, we waited for Zen and Ann to finish their other finals. I sold my $80 speech book for $40 and those useless, unopened CDs brought me no money at all. Ugh.

At the cafeteria Car and I played cards and ate, since lunch was 4 hours away. We played blind Texas Hold’em, then Pusoy, then regular Hold’em. Justin joined our card playing. Justin and Car were the worst players and they kept giving pity chips to each other. lol. At some point I donated 1 chip to Car. haha. We moved on to Egyptian War and Car REALLY sucked at it. It was fun and frustrating. I was yelling a lot. :P

Lunch finally came and we ate at Noodle Planet. MMMMMM! Goodness were we full and we weren’t sure if we could handle eating crepes right after so we went to UltraZone to play laser tag. At first we were going to play mini golf but the pictures on the website for the place in Pasadena looked really crappy so we changed our minds. Thank goodness we went on a Thursday because girls only have to pay $5 for a full day pass. The original price is $20! Guys get to pay $10 on Thursdays just so you know. It was awesome even though there were mostly kids there. We all wanted to just MURDER this fat annoying kid because he was SUCH a jerk! I shot him once and he was like “HEY! DID YOU JUST SHOOT ME!? GET BACK HERE!” and I started to run away from him “YEAH YOU RUN AWAY! IMMA GET YOU!” hahaha. Creepy kid. Oh and while we waited in line, I taught them how to play concentration. I kept on telling them, “follow the beat” but it was IMPOSSIBLE for them and they made the beat WAY too fast to even keep a steady rhythm. lol. Even though they were playing wrong, it was fun. :)

Anyways, after laser tag we went to Crepe in the Grip. None of us could finish one by ourselves since we were still full from the noodles so we just shared. I bought some of those addicting Gummy Choco things (which I am eating RIGHT now!). Strawberry & peach! MMMMMMM! *drools*

We picked up Henry’s Birthday cake and went to Car’s house for the party. We had a blast watching Friends, the episode when Joey got his eyebrows waxed and the one where Ross went to a tanning salon. Hilarious! We played more concentration and I taught them the animal card game which involved a lot of yelling, pointing, and stuttering. lol! As I said before, all I need is a deck of cards and that would be the life of the party. :)

Twas a fun and LONG day. I’m surprised that I lasted that long considering me having only gotten 2 hours of sleep. We were such fatties today with Noodle Planet, crepes, cake, and the food at Car’s party. Zen said that she had never eaten so much in her life! haha!

Yep. It was a fun day, that is, until I got home and my mom lectured me about coming home late and abusing my driving privileges. Whatever.

I still need to plan Six Flags and my parties.

Oh! And Sandy told me something outrageous! And the moment that our conversation started to sound like a lecture, she changed the subject and walked away. UGH! Just because you don’t want to hear it, doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t.

*sigh*
Anyways, thanks you guys for an AWESOME day! <3

[fin]

071808.

Huntington Beach w/Car, Ann, JC, & Xtia.

Oh lord, am I sore right now. And no, Charlie, I did NOT get laid. LOL.

Once we got to the beach, we went straight for the water. The jerks went without me while I went to change. When I got back Christia told me "Cara wanted to go in already so that you wouldn't have a board." That jerk monkey!

Such a coincidence that Christia just happened to be there as well. We were almost at the beach when she called me, asking me where I was.

THANK YOU Huntington Beach for having waves that aren't too big and aren't too small. <3 We were in the water for about 2 hours when we all were getting thirsty.

Glug glug glug… Munch munch munch…

Then we buried Cara and Ann, the easiest people to dig for because the holes don't have to be big. Lol. After that we went back into the water for about 2-3 more hours, I think. Haha. Yes, we love riding those waves. :)

I think I pulled something when I caught this one wave and now my right leg's messed up. :/

Oh and a couple times, when I was boogie boarding, I was yelling "WOOOHOOOO!" when a crapload of water went in my mouth. Down the hatch and it was disgusting. -_-"

I've been going to the pool/beach so much that I think it's safe to say that I have one of the whitest asses in the world right now. LOL! I still want to go back, though.

Boogie boarding sure gives a girl quite the workout. Run into the ocean, paddle a bit, catch a wave, run back into the ocean, etc. REALLY tiring but that never stopped us. haha. My ass hurts, my legs hurt, my arms hurt, and my shoulders hurt. Ugh! Lol. It was all totally worth it. :)


Hahahaha! I could hear my neighbors having a party and it sounds like they're having fun. "Hey look at him! Two shots and he's down!" lol! Funny stuff. I could see the flashing of their cameras as I stand on my balcony and they live all the way on the other hill next to ours. I guess that's the bad thing about where we live. About 50 other houses are able to hear them.

Anyways, there's one more week left of school and it seems like I've already checked out. My speech teacher hasn't showed up to class in a while and it's pretty awesome. She's already cancelled our final speech and now we get extra credit if we present our persuasive speech. I only need to worry about nutrition now.

Let's see. I need to plan a lot of things once summer school's over. There are so many things I want to do. Disneyland. Paintballing. Parties. Beach. Bonfire. Camping. Sleepovers. Clubbing. And a whole bunch of other stuff.

I'm really thankful that my parents aren't very strict. Sandy should be thankful too since some Filipino parents wouldn't dare let their girls have boyfriends. She really has no idea how lucky she is. I mean, they give her so much freedom and they give her so much trust, but still she goes against them so many times. And I think they completely know what she's really doing when she lies to them. They're not idiots.

I can't wait to watch Batman this week. Sandy, as well as a million other people, says that it's awesome.

Much to plan. So little time.

G'night.

[fin]

071608.

So we were eating on the patio when he noticed a bird twitching on the floor. Its wings were flapping wildly but the bird wasn't flying. It couldn't even stand, much less fly. It was just shaking uncontrollably. I hated seeing the poor thing suffer like that. Of course we didn't know what was wrong with the bird. A passing individual noticed the bird as well and said that it was probably the West Nile virus. The bird continued for about 10 minutes when, after a loud screech, it went on its back, stopped moving, and its legs, no longer tense from the pain, slowly rose, signifying its death. I have never seen anything like it. The poor thing just died right in front of us. The torture, then sudden death. I mean, yeah I have seen bugs and such die, but this… this was different. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I lost my appetite. This gets me thinking about how when I become a nurse, I will most likely watch someone die like that. Suffer for the longest time, beg for death, and then finally pass away. I wonder how I'll be able to handle that…

Anyways…

Journey to the Center of the Earth
"That movie got good reviews" he said. The fool. I want my $10 back. haha. That movie wasn't good, just as I had expected. It made me wish that we had just rented movies and watched them at my house instead or at least watched it online or something. Maybe if we watched it in 3D we may have liked it. It's a family movie. Leave it for the friggin kids.

I thought it was funny how the ticket man remembered me. "There's that smile" he said to me. The last time we went to watch a movie at the Americana, which was ages ago, he said to me as we were buying our tickets…
"Did you leave something at the door?"
I replied, "No…"
"I think you left your smile at the door."
I smiled, laughed and he said "There it is. Keep it on. It looks good on you."

P.S. We only watched Journey to the Center of the Earth because we are going to watch Hellboy 2 on Thursday, just so that we are saved from the boredom that is Universal Studios.

Afterwards, we visited dear Nikki who is leaving for the PI on Friday. :( We played some tennis cocker, got some boba (damn boba) and played some pusoy dos. I hope she has fun there! Don't forget to buy me a barrel man! haha.

Oh yeah. I was up until 4am today trying to finish my damn Nintendo speech. When it came time for class to start, my friggin teacher didn't even show up. I guess that's a good thing but I really wanted to get my speech over and done with. I was wearing my Nintendo shirt too! X[ oh well. more time to practice.

P.S. I ended up sleeping in my car to catch up on some sleep. :P

071208
I finally hung out with Jess, Jean, and John, aka "The J Crew" after just about forever and a day. I haven't seen those three in the longest time, so I was especially happy that I was going to spend the whole day with them.

Hermosa Beach
We were lucky to have bumped into John as we were leaving the pizza place since he had forgotten his cell phone. Who knows what would've happened if we left any earlier than we did.

Oh lord was it hard to find parking. Well, it wasn't exactly hard since all we had to do was sit and wait, but damn was it a long wait. Haha.

It was fun but I only wish that I could go to a beach that had perfect waves for boogie boarding. Last time, with Stacey and Christia, the waves were too strong at Surfrider beach, but for Hermosa, the waves were too weak. The waves looked big, but when they got to us, it was nothing. -_- I think the only time that I went to a beach that had PERFECT waves was when I went with JC, Car, Ann, and Zen to Huntington. PERFECT waves for boogie boarding. <3

Poor John couldn't go in the water with us since he didn't bring his swimwear. He took off his jeans revealing his jalapeño boxers when we all simultaneously decided that he should keep the jeans ON. haha. I felt bad that he had to stand there and watch us but it was cute how he made a new friend. A little boy was helping him make a sand square. Jokes about a "dick in a box" soon followed. lol.
We buried Jean very nicely and we took pictures. The typical jumping picture, which we didn't get right. Then Jess and John were doing weird ass "gangsta" poses. Silly kids. :P

After the beach we didn't really know what to do. Bowling? Greek Festival? Band practice? We ended up going grocery shopping and cooking some pasta (the specific name of it eludes me) at John's house. Yummy stuff but I agree that it needed some salt. Cooking was fun though. YAY TEAMWORK! XD We also bought some green tea ice cream from Seafood City but it didn't exactly taste like the green tea ice cream that we all loved. I think green tea tempura ice cream is the only one for me. <3

John's friends came over with Rock Band and we played for a bit. Man do I suck at the drums, but I still love playing them. lol. I was suddenly reminded of Mr. Schaller, the odd music teacher from St. Dominic's, and how he wanted to take a picture with me as I was playing the drums. Such an odd man.

Cooking with friends is fun. I want to do that more often. :) Maybe I should throw a cooking party… That would be awesome. XD

As we were leaving, Jess asked me if I still liked him. I told her no but I guess you can say I have a crush? Haha. Why? He's outgoing and funny, he's always talking, never boring, just really fun to hang out with. But why not? Because it seems like he loves to flirt with a lot of girls, and that's just a turn off for me. I won't be making any moves. I don't want to ruin a friendship. But if he makes a move, oh lord do I hope I won't do anything stupid and let out all my SF on the poor boy like I did with Justin. I'll stick to being his friend. That's what's best I suppose.

He invited us to watch a Dodger game with him this month. I think it might be fun. Maybe. We'll see if Jess can make it.


Summer school's almost over and I'm procrastinating like no other. I'm going to get the grade i deserve, well, maybe not. I'm probably going to get a higher grade than what I deserve. lol.

2 weeks! Can't wait!

[fin]

homework...

is what i should be doing right now...



How old is the first person on your top?
20



How old is the last person you kissed?
22


Where was your default picture taken at?
chris' room



What woke you up this morning?
my mom yelling that we need to go to church. lol.



What is your current mood?
a bit down. i miss certain friends. i'm scared things will change and we'll drift apart. :(



What color shirt are you wearing?
light blue



Are you crazy?
sometimes



What are you listening to?
weezer and the kooks



How long is your hair?
up to my shoulder



Are you happy right now?
not really. :/




Are you wearing make-up?
not at the moment.



What were you doing at 11:00 last night?
chatting&holdem



What are you doing tonight?
proctastinating&sleeping




Did your last kiss mean anything?
i don't remember when that was.




Have you smiled recently?
yep yep




What are you wearing?
black shorts and a light blue cami



What color are your eyes?
brown



Do you ever keep arguing even when you know you're wrong?
no. if i know i'm wrong, i'm wrong. but if i think i'm right, you can't stop meh and you'll prove my ass wrong. lol.



What do you currently smell like?
VS love spell.



Last thing you bought?
sun block… $12!!!


Have you ever shared a drink with anyone?
duh.


How much money do you have on you?
$6?



Where did your last hug take place?
church, when i saw my friend.


Do you have a reason to smile right now?
no because i didn't do my homework and i feel bad about some things.



Where was the last place you went?
ralph's to buy some comida.



Are you afraid of shots?
what kind of shots? ;P lol. needles ain't so scary.



Is your last name longer than 6 letters long?
yes. C-A-S-A-N-O-V-A = 8



Are you pregnant?
stupid question. this survey has a lot of stupid questions. why am i even doing this!? lol.




How long does it take for you to take a shower?
5-10 mins



Do you care what others think about you?
who doesn't? a lot of people say that they don't but sometimes i think its bs. there ARE some that don't, but not a lot.




Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
yep. i love them too.




What happened at 10:00 am today?
@ churrrch and these kids sitting in front of me were loud and annoying. -_-




What's the age difference between you and the last person you kissed?
3 years?



is your myspace profile private?
nah.



How many times have you honestly fallen deeply in love?
not yet. we'll see.




What do you carry with you at all times?
phone, wallet, keys.






Who was the last person you talked to in person?
sandy?




Have you ever hung out with someone of the opposite sex?
duh. such stupid questions.





Do you have anything to complain about?
yes, but i won't get into specifics… -_-



Is someone mad at you right now?
i don't think so. hopefully not. :/



When was the last time you were sick?
wow. um… no idea.




Are you wearing socks right now?
nopes. it's too hot to wear socks at home.




Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
iono. is there?



Do you like to cuddle?
yes.


What should you be doing right now?
homework.




Is tomorrow going to be a good night?
i can't tell the future but hopefully, yes.



What was the most interesting part of your day?
buying food. lol.



How is your ex?
i never had a boyfriend so i wouldn't know. lol.




Where is the person you like right now?
no idea.




Do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING?
no. i don't tell ANYONE everything. lol. is that even possible?



Ever licked someone's cheek?
eww. what!?


Have you ever liked your best friend's girlfriend/boyfriend?
yeah, in like 4th grade. lol.



Have you ever truly thought you knew who you were going to marry?
ha! no.



What was the last thing you and your mom talked about?
when she'll call the insurance company about my car.


What's the connection between you and the last person that texted you?
stacey, a good friend and my cousin's ex.


What's the best thing to eat with peanut butter?
bread and jelly? bananas? celery & raisins?


Have u ever been given roses?
yes.


Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
yeah. why not?



What's your current problem?
laziness. lol.




Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
maybe, if i were drunk or something. lol.



At what age did you start noticing the opposite/same gender?
how the heck would i know!?




Do you know someone who likes you?
no but i'd like to know. ;) lol!


Do you like/love anyone?
yes, of course i do.


Do they know you like/love them?
some of them know already but maybe i should tell them more often.



Would you kiss someone on your top?
oh lord no. half of them are family! lol.


Have you ever had a song written about you?
no. that's just weird.


When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
sometimes.




Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
you work for what you get.



Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
nope. i should try it sometime. lol.




Ever snuck out of your house?
no. its impossible! the parents hear everything! lol. and i can't just… JUMP off my balcony… well, maybe i can if i used a rope… hrmmmmmmm.



Would you ever get a tattoo?
maybe. if i think of something that i like and i won't regret no matter what.



Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
no.


Do you like to spend time with people?
well YEAH!



Are you hungry?
a little.



Are you a forgiving person?
i am, but sometimes i shouldn't be.



When was the last time you did the dishes?
this afternoon. -_-



Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
nope.



Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
yes! when I was watching hancock. LOL!




Where are you right now?
downstairs because i don't wanna use my laptop.



Last movie you watched?
hancock.




Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
the new weezer cd.



Have you changed much this year?
yes. for one thing, i don't wear so much black anymore. lol. and i go out more. :)




Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
hahaahahahahahaha!



Do you dress for style or comfort?
both?

This survey was...

a waste of time! lol.

vroom.

so yeah, i got a new car today. a nissan sentra. i was perfectly happy with it until sandy saw it and just dissed it for the rest of the day. :[ i know i shouldn't give a shh about what sandy said because i like my car. it just hurt that she just kept bringing me down this whole day.

it's just like mine! only...
mine's better.
mine's bigger.
your trunk's small. you can't even fit that many bodies in there.
mine's faster.
your's doesn't have a ____? that sucks. mine does.
why THAT color?
these seats suck! it's leaving an imprint on my ass.
your side mirrors look stupid. it's throwing me off.
the only thing good about your car is the mp3 jack.
that thing doesn't even go all the way down.


that really hurt me. i mean, i FINALLY get my own car and sandy just HAS to go off and ruin it for me. i didn't even want to show my cousins my car because i knew that she would just end up dissing it even more, which she did, and everyone agreed that her car was better. that's just mean. why did she even have to do that? i KNOW your car's better but you don't have to effing shove it in my effing face! next time, if you have nothing nice to say... just SHUT your effing mouth! you seriously ruined my day. thank you very much.