The Talk.

Today, Stace and I went to Ron’s place for a 2-year-old’s birthday party. When we got there, Ron had just woken up. The noobcake. Well, while he went to go shower and get ready, Stacey and I took the liberty of changing his laptop's background. I went looking for the same picture I used last time, the 2 asians in mankinis lol, but I couldn’t find it. We did find some rather disturbing pictures, which Stace didn’t really find disturbing. haha. Perhaps she’s USED to seeing such dirty things. o_O lol. Just kidding. We ended up just making it a man in a leather bikini. :) I think Ron was rather satisfied with it when he came back. :P

They sure had a LOT of food. They had one of those super long tables and there were NO empty spaces between the trays of food. It was pretty good. Stace and I ate outside as Ron was inside chatting with a certain someone. I was pretty worried about him, though. I didn’t want him to walk outside with tears in his eyes or anything. :/

Stace farted a LOT, saying “safety” after every blast. Haha. Dirty girl. tsk tsk.

We also did some hookah. Well, it was mostly me because Stace just knocked out on Ron’s bed. The heck though, because Stace was the one that wanted to do hookah in the first place. Oh wells. More for me. :P haha. “Sorry if I stain your bed sheets” she said before she went to sleep. Haha. You see, it was that time for Stace… lol. Grossness!

Oh Stef… lol.

Ron started playing Silent Hill Homecoming and after a while he let me have a go at it. I didn’t do so bad. I tried my best not to freak out every time a monster popped out of nowhere. Stacey woke up at some point and watched me play. At one part this dog popped out of nowhere and I just screamed. Haha. It’s so funny how a game can make you act. Like when Ron played… “RON! RON! KILL IT!” Stace and I would yell. “RUUUUUN!” And whenever he had to open a door or whenever a monster came around the corner. EEEP! Simply horrible. Lol. And yet, at the same time, fun. :D When the monsters started getting a little too scary for me, I would just hand the controller to Ron so he could kill them for me. haha.

Nikki came over for about 30 minutes. Stace had been impatiently waiting for her to come over. Guess she really misses her that much. Haha. Poor Nikki was hungry but she waited to get food because Stace was doing some application stuff. So sad. :<

We ate some more, played Silent Hill some more, did more hookah, and then we went home.

The moment I got home, my mom called me to her room. I knew what was coming… “The talk.” I had anticipated that she would give me “the talk” weeks ago. I had only wondered when she would talk to me because I was expecting it for quite some time. I knew exactly what she would say and how the conversation would conclude. And despite the fact that I knew what was going to be said, I left her room with a sudden burst of motivation and determination. She always has a way of doing that to me. For how long this will last, I don’t know. These episodes usually don’t last very long. I only wish that they did. What a life I would live if only they did. *sighs*

She reminded me of the summer promise I had made. I had been going out nearly every day when I told my mom that I wouldn’t be going out at all when I got back to school because my classes were going to be much harder and that I would be studying 24/7. I have been feeling bad lately, even before she had the talk with me, no lie. I’ve been going out nearly every week, knowing perfectly well of the promise I had made over summer and yet I continue to go out. Stupid Stef.

And SINCE I made that promise, the classes I have are, in fact, much harder and I’m not doing so well in those classes either. :/ Hence, my sudden burst of motivation! I HAVE to do well in these classes! I NEED to do well in these classes! I WANT to keep to my word! Lol. I don’t really know how to describe it. It’s much more meaningful in my head. I just don’t know how to articulate it. haha. Oh well.

The resulting punishment from “the talk”… I can’t go out as much. :(

[fin.]