The Silence.

Wednesday
This morning, my mom still wasn’t talking to me. Still not looking at me. Still disappointed. I ate my food in silence, tearing up as I chewed my cereal. She didn’t notice, of course.

Before I left the house she said “You’re going to stop it right!?” and I just replied “Ok.”

This… SUCKS!

At school all my friends were like “She’ll get used to it. She can’t stand not talking to you.” But the thing is… how long can I stand her not talking to me. lol.

Thursday
When she got home from work she was like “You said ok but I know you still wear it. Just because I don’t see it doesn’t mean you should wear it.” Then this whole lecture came along about trust and disappointment. She’s like “I don’t even know what you do when you go out. And I don’t ask because I trust you. But where is that trust now?”

Goodness! It’s not like I do drugs or join gangs and shit! I don’t even do anything bad when I go out. I just hang out with my friends! Ugh. I think she believes that Charlie is a bad influence on me. She’s always brining him up negatively for some reason. He hasn’t really done anything to me, either. She said something like “Oh, you’re carpooling with Charlie. What if one day he says ‘Stephannie, I love you!’” and I was like “HUH!? No. That’s never gonna happen.” I think she’s afraid that I’m going to get with him. lol.

Anyways, it’s JUST a ring. It’s not like I got a tattoo or got pregnant or anything like that. Yep… She started crying. I’m just going to stop wearing it, let it heal up. *sighs* I promised her I would stop wearing it.

Wish I could get that $40 back, though…

I’ll miss you lip ring. :<

[fin.]


Me, bored.