Schedule

my schedule: p1: AP ENG LANG [Watt] :( p2: MATH ANALY [Yan] :D p3: AP US HIST [Beaty] p4: H PHYSIOLOGY [Lord] p5: AP COMP SC [Amiri] p6: SPANISH 3 [Guerrero] :P tell me if we have the same classes or something... and wtf is ELEV for a homeroom? is the homeroom IN the elevator??? i dont get it. man i'm scared... i dont think i can handle all them ap classes. but i must try.

Universal Studios

well i obviously went to universal again. but this time with stace, jess, and sandy. we took a whole bunch of pics... now some short stories... pictures coming later...

we were watching the studio magic show and at the end of the first thingy, the guy next to me tapped me on the shoulder and told me i was pretty... and i was just like "ok.....?" so then he started walking and i told sandy to go in front of me and she was like "wtf?" at the next thingy there was this wolf and we were in the front and we got all scared and shit cuz it was like RAWR! so then at the end of the last thingy the guy tapped sandy on the shoulder and told her "you girls are pretty.." and he left. now that dude was plain creepy...

also at the mummy ride we met this cool guy named kori who worked there. he was funny. we went on the ride 2 times... then on the 3rd time he was like "i had strange feeling i'd see you guys again." jess never went on the ride and when she rode and me, sandy, and stace screaming. she wasn't even scared... and we also told her to pose for the pic and she just smiled throughout the whole ride cuz she didn't know when the pic was supposed to be taken... the dork.

on our way from our lunch @ jurassic park, we all were just walking and i hear this squirt sound... i feel something wet on my back and i figure its water... so then i turn around and i see stace covered in mustard! all of us got mustard on us... lucky for me it was just a spot on my shoulder. stace was wearing black too and she smelled disgusting... poor jess had mustard on her monkey neopet... and it was black too... so sad... we all smelled nasty... sandy supposedly saw some guy running away from the scene of the crime... if we found out who did that to us, we'd whoop their asses!!!!! GRRRARRRR!

at the end of the day we went to citywalk where we got airbrush tatoos... i got the plainest thing and it cost $10 sandy got a really nice chinese symbol but still not too detailed for effing $5! i was like "what a fucking rip!" stace got a butterfly of course... and jess got a flower tribal thing that goes around your arm... man i was effing pissed.

we saw this mechanical donkey and a shrek and we wanted to take pics... donkey was in a wagon... a puppet of course... and shrek was a guy in a suit... so we saw that alll the kids went to shrek... and then donkey would be like "aw that hurts... no love for donkey..." so then when we went, we all just ran straight to donkey and left shrek... it was sad... poor shrek... but then donkey was like "aw that's really nice of you... i feel so special... so much love for donkey!" i really felt bad for shrek but whatever...

omg those pussies were to scared to go on van helsing with me... bitches... so i went alone. i just covered my ears cuz the noises were so effing loud! so then i just walked... all bored. i didn't get scared. but these guys behind me got scared. cuz the skull guy went behind me and said "GET OFF THE CELL PHONE!" even though i was just covering my ears. and the guys got scared of him. haw haw. yeah pretty boring. the ending was stupid... the big scary thing just dangled there like a dying animal...

jess got me a bracelet cuz it was 3 for 5 and it said "just don't do it" which came in a box that pretty much described a condom... twas funny. and i was supposed to get one that said "life's a beach" but nooo! but the guy gave us it for free cuz it was about to break anyways. :D so kind....

oh when we were getting our airbrush tatoos, karen, brittany, and heather came up to us... pretty cool how we bumped into each other like that. they got airbrush tatoos too. and the tatoos smell good... like yummy fruits or sumthin :D.

we also saw curious george dancing with the other ppls and he was the best dancer out there. and when he came near us, we all cheered! and jess got SO damn excited i mean DAMN! she took a pic with him and hugged him... then when she left he made a shy face... like blushing. how cute! also we were looking back at the video of the ppl dancing and jess noticed that tommy tried to do a body roll! OMG!

after everything we went to ER westfield to buy food but stace and jess just ended up buying boba. and we visited angelo at work at goldilocks. and we were talking to him so his boss came... i think he got in trouble cuz we weren't buying anything. so stace bought a 75 cent cheeseroll.

also the effing lockers pissed us off soooo much. they gave us a locker that someone had already chosen. and when we were finished at blast zone, the locker wouldn't effing open!!!! aAAAH! well at least we got our stuff... after blast zone, jess kept on worrying about how her hair was frizzy and crap. sheesh.

and then at the blast zone we were running and all of a sudden my damn slipper broke... so the rest of the time at blast zone, i was clutching the slipper with my toes so i wouldn't lose them... man those were OK slippers too. blah. just get more at china town! :D

also the effing tour thing... omg... we barely even saw anything cuz so many ppl were effing filming. even though i saw the tour so many times, he shoulda told us SOMETHING! even the good stuff we didn't see.. i didn't even see anyone famous.

lol after the blast zone, jess looked at her feet and it had the strangest tan. first the sock tan that was originally there, then another tan from her slippers. haw haw. so funny.

we went to back to the future to see josh and frank but they weren't even there. we asked some guy if he knew josh, but he didn't. there was this guy on the ride and he started bumping up and down as if the ride were really that bumpy. it was just funny. and the chicks in front of us kept on screaming. and stace got scared of the stuuupid dinosaur.

ok thats all the stories that i can think of right now... pics later :D

Cry

seems to me these days that the only people that make me cry are my friends. sometimes my really good friends.

this year has the most times i ever cried. i think i cry for the stupidest reasons. sometimes i get really emotional about the past.

first time with my 2 friends who were just fucking around with me. they reminded me of how my super old friends suddenly treated me like i was a freak just because i stood up for myself. yes i know they were just trying to be funny. but it still hurt. they kept on saying sorry and they thought i was gonna cry at any moment. just cuz i cried once doesn't mean i'm gonna cry every friggin day!

second time. i did something to a friend and i didn't say sorry. they wouldn't talk to me for 2 days. just sat there in class not talking to me. i felt so bad. then after class i ran to my friend and said sorry. weeping and shit. i cant live with myself thinking that something i did made someone hate me and not even look at me for 2 days.

third time was in summer school. we were supposed to draw things that are imporant to u or events in ur life or something that shows ur personality. so i started to draw the funeral that impacted my life. the funeral i wasn't able to go to. the funeral of someone i loved so much. the funeral of the person i never got to tell "i love you" or "goodbye". the funeral of the person that i spent so much time with when i was a child. the person who always played with me and mike. anyways, my friend saw the pic and she was wondering wtf i was drawing. then they were like "you want death?" then i was trying to explain it. then they were like "i dont get it." so then i started to erase the whole damn picture cuz if 2 ppl can't understand, maybe the teacher can't undersand and i'll just get a bad grade. then as i erased i just started thinking about the memories and i started crying. i know... pretty stupid of me. to cry because of a drawing. then after the crying my friend felt like shit. it seriously wasn't their fault. so then they kept on drawing with their head down. so then they started making ME feel like shit for making THEM feel like shit. after a while they said sorry for making me cry. and i told them that they didn't make me cry.

i shouldn't cry in front of my friends. that's why i only cry alone in my room. so no one will judge me. no one will see me. ah well

anyways. my mom had this freaky dream that i had a bf and i was trying to hide myself from my mom by using my sweater. she told my that i was holding my bf and i was talking to a whole bunch of cute guys in the dream... well my mom's wierd.